i had a friend

Realationships is one of the things that people cant live with out it cosidered as a pound of that join us togther to share our feelings to help us in need to enjoy our happy moments >>sadly this kind of humun feelings started to be all for a purpose >>i be a friend to A so she can help me to this or that its now not as pure as it was >> my mother still telling me that untill now she feels that her friends as a soul mates she feels happier when she sees them or call and have thare breakfast or even just a coffee>

im NOT really likey with best friends i dont know why i had friends but not close to me

she was my best friend we share thoghts ideas study togther and even shop togther .i knew every single member of her family starting from her mother till her grand mother the diffrences between us is i am taller than her >but i didnt feel a single day that there is something in her heart of me

After we graduted from collage she got marriied anf invited me as if i was any othe r girl i wasnt upset then i say mybe she was cnfused when i attend the weeding she didnt evn smile to me or have a photo of me as she had a message to me "WHAT THE HELL U ARE DOING HERE I DONT WANT U HERE !!

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even after all of that i tried to know why untill this moment i dont know why

i honstly loved her and cared about her

WHY I really want to know why

!!did i do something wrong ??or she has something in her heart she didnt tell anyboady about

althoght she didnt speak to anyone too

Did anyone have suggestions about what happen why do people ignor others and neglict them for no reaseon do anyboady have simlliar stories i really would like to know

seriously serious

Did you wake a day finding out that a habit that u do is simply without a shown purpose that u do it automaticly without meaning ?
and people knows that and laugh at you because of this habit

i had mainly three habits that i really dont know why do i do them

#1 when i buy my fav, stuff such as my spcial green tea or nespresso capsules or my red tea (addicted to caffine i know) when it strated to finish i bought a new box of tea or more capsules i mean by start to finish that there is one more box i dont like to see one box imagine !!

#2 when i go shopping i tend to buy 2 item of anything i buy i dont like to buy one only !! buy what u need only .

#3 change issue : when i pay for gas , reasaurant,cafe or even supermarket i dont like te change i like to pay like kd 3 or kd 5 without the 950 fils i really hate this number althogh it is a marketing issue

so guys is it noramal to do what i do or its a problem i need to be assitent with pros ??
and do u have same problems ?

كن صديــــــــــــــــــــقي

كن صديقي

هل هنالك بالفعل صداقة حقيقية اليوم و كل يوم ترن على مسامعي أغنية ماجدة الرومي
كن صديقي
و المقطع الذي يؤثر في جدا

لماذا تهتم بشكلي و لا تدرك عقلي ؟!!

هل هنالك أصدقاء بالمعنى الحقيقي للكلمة ..، للأسف هم قلة بالنسبة لي و لكن دائما اعتز بهم و صحبتهم بالفعل رفعة و عز و هنالك من مشاهدتهم حتى بالصدفة هم و غم

لا ادري لماذا ؟؟ و لكن أحيانا أفكر أن الزمن قد تغير

بالعامي
"النفوس تغيرت ما عادت مثل أول "
فمن منبر هذا البلوج اشكر أصدقائي و أقول لهم إني أحبكم بالله و عسى الله لا يفرقنا

i saw it BEfore

Did you feel or imagine that you saw an image or a person before and you didnt

it happens to me a lot even a conversation with a person i feel that i saw it before after i saw DEJA VU

the movie and i did some research about that thing it is it turns to be something real and happend

The experience of déjà vu seems to be quite common among adults and children alike; in formal

studies, 70% of people report having experienced it at least once

did you exeprience deja vu ?? share it wth us